Mutha Trucka

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 00:40:53 GMT

new journal, bitches.

jewsocrazy

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 00:05:53 GMT

"sup fatty?"

i'm going to school tomorrow. my sister was like "is she going to school? it's my day off." hey hey fuck you.

Panic! At the Disco owns my heart

Talk to the mirror, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva"

--
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 17:04:55 GMT

I'm sick.
I have a fever, my throat hurts a lot (swallowing just sucks), gunk is draining, my nose is clogged and my head is pounding.

bleh. :o(.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 11:02:35 GMT

lastnight was amazing. except for my mom getting bitchy on me. :o(.

but i'm tired and my throat hurts like a motherfucker.
haha. i doubt i've screamed that much before.

and here's a photo of dana...

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:40:04 GMT

feeling bleh.
but the concert is tomorrow. the MCR concert. round two. thus far- MCR:1 Us:0. lets hope it goes better.

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 02:29:00 GMT

realized how much i sucked at gee-tar.
which therefore makes jess the official gee-tar player. because shes 3495034590345 times better than i am. true story.

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 01:33:48 GMT

i dont know if i like it. but i should be confident with it.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 23:09:12 GMT

I'm just waiting for the things that are her world to pull away.

PSATs sucked. Crunch N Munch has a crush on this girl who likes pot and Slipknot. Rehearsals could've gone better.

Went to Shaws after school. I'm thinking about getting a job there. There was this cute guy with an awesome sense of humor at the cash register. My mom decided last minute that she had a coupon, as her check was going through the thing. So he pulled it out quickly and then accidently dropped it and was like "hmm, where'd it go?" and all the while he was laughing. I found him precious.

Then went to McDonalds where there is the most beautiful guy there. His name is Dana. He has skater hair and the most gorgeous blue eyes. Bestill my heart.

Shmegs- Don't forget the 2nd book in the Blue is for Nightmares series. I really wanna read it! Please! <3.

Jess- Don't forget the guitar for Friday. I'll give it back on Monday. I swear. <3.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 22:32:35 GMT

Shmeggs we're definitely going! Make sure your calendar is clear for the 22nd!!!!!

My mom order the tickets! Hoo-rah!

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 16:56:13 GMT

Dominant Personality: Fear

Good Traits: You don't trust easily, and
you're not gullible. People don't get the
chance to take advantage of you.

Bad Traits: You're paranoid. You have to
relax a little, and realize that some things
aren't worth the fear.

People see you as: Paranoid, impatient, and
jumpy. Others don't know why you're so
untrusting, and may deem you as a freak.

You're Most Like: Disappointment. You dread
with the future holds for you. Unlike
disappointment, you haven't experienced much
rejection because you don't take risks.

You Need More: Innocence. Be adventerous,
and explore the world. Keep in mind that you
don't want to be fearless. It just has to be a
healthy fear.

What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
brought to you by Quizilla

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 03:03:23 GMT

Meg didn't win, even though she should have. He's an ass. Even though.. yeah. whatever.

I have a doctors appt Friday. Which I'm not excited for. My doctor has Ashley Prior aka Christ Love babysit. And I'm sure I gained the weight I thought I had lost. And to Emilie- thank you for saying you noticed a difference, it made me feel good.

After the fight today, Dave said something interesting... He said "I wonder why nothings been broken yet. Like, no one just smashes a computer." Which is a good point.

I've been in a good mood lately. Which excites me. I haven't taken my pills- I know I should, but I want to see if I can get by without them.

Kira can't go to the Fall Out Boy concert. So now we have an extra ticket. I don't know what to do or know of anyone who'd want to go. It's Saturday at 7. But we'll be leaving at around 5ish. Anyone interested?

Mmm mmm hot cocoa.

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 03:32:56 GMT

she's pulling away. but i'm not going to say anything to her. even though it kinda hurts my feelings. i know it would happen, but not this quickly, not when we have a good amount of school left. this is all just so disgusting. it all changed from that one night. i miss how it was.

i'm applying to boston univ. shmeggs should too seeing as it has theatre and music. costume and stage.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 16:24:21 GMT

No more red meat for me. I decided to go with chicken instead. I just find red meat disgusting and being told that McDonalds uses crushed meal worms just helps it along.

I've lost weight. I can tell because my pants are loose. The pants that I usually have to squeeze into! It's weird though, because my birthday was last week so I had junk food. But then again I was PMSing and probably became bloated. Awesome. Can't wait.

I've been wearing my black sweater like theres no tomorrow. It's comfy. Plus its getting my body ready to sweat like insanity for the concert. I've been drinking water a lot. Because maybe that'll help.. ?!.. All I know is, I plan on chugging down water on Saturday. I'd rather not have a repeat of the last show I went to.

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 19:34:00 GMT

I got 3 disposable cameras today.
And I'm assuming Jess can't go to the concert because of work (way gay).

and I added more icons, so you can look at those.

I'm tired, the end.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 00:20:07 GMT

worst. birthday. ever.

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 09:56:20 GMT

If you're a straight guy, look away.

I started my period this morning. It's excessively heavy, and guess what? We have no pads or tampons or anything! So now what am I supposed to do? GRR!

NICE TIMING, BODY, NICE.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 23:44:20 GMT

The Helena Dress.

http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=247697&RN=146

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 10:18:22 GMT

My birthday is tomorrow. HOORAH KIDS. *throws confetti*. And the iron-on paper from Michaels totally fucking sucks. Without a doubt. It's hideous. :(.
So I ruined the black shirt I got from Michaels because of the iron-on paper. So I wrote what I had to say in wite-out on the other side. ha. yeah. You'll see what I mean.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 22:40:02 GMT

someone drank their haterade this morning.

i need to stop saying that.

i say we kids, the band kids, start practicing and perform for the variety show. true stories.

"dwurves."

why am i still up? oi.

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 04:11:28 GMT

the icons that jesse was supposed to see but couldnt because whatever.

http://photobucket.com/albums/v205/tryanddie/icons/

feel free to take any.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 03:01:51 GMT

Just finished my campaign posters. I dont care if Sarah is winning. My posters will 0wn hers. not really.

I failed the Literacy thing with flying colors. And Tiffany didn't help anything "Wow, Alex, you got 3 right." Wow and you still have something wrong with your eyes you stupid bitch.

I hate people. not everyone.

Then after school today I ate 1/4th of a lemon. Ha, that was fun. lies. all of them.

anyways. i can't believe tomorrow is weds. thank god.

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 10:36:18 GMT

running for treasurer against sam.
i think mike b should win for secretary.
and charlene is a lying whore. thumbs down and a frown kids, thumbs down and a frown.

ps- i'm glad the crackers i'm eating are made with REAL peanut butter and not that fake stuff they've been trying to give me for years. ha. right.

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 20:48:45 GMT

In Elizabeth Galley's XANGA she writes:

"The number of Goths in our school has gone up. people were either wearing white, pink, or black today. why don't people wear a different color!!! (i'm so sick of seeing people wear black, please people BE something, if you have to, that is actually DIFFERENT!! if ya know what i mean...*cough*) excuse me for targeting.
I believe i have already decided what i am going to be for Halloween, (one of the classics, i was the year before at the last minute), just to spite. *points to paragraph above*"

I commented saying- Liz, it's Alex from school. I just want to let you know this is a stupid idea. Dressing like a goth to spite? Do you have a deathwish?! If you dont like it- leave. Come to your senses and realize your feelings would be hurt if they dressed like you did just for an insult.

asss-hole.

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 15:35:40 GMT

Concert was lastnight. Lets go over what happened shall we?

My friends and I got there at about 4:30, we entered the area (it was a park) and there were about I'd say maybe 50 kids at the stage. Meg, Jess and I went up as far as we could at that point. And there were these bitches in front of us wearing Chanel earrings. Idiots. But everyone was throwing around Dunkin Donuts beach balls, the guy next to us got one. He was a cool guy, he was turning it and reading it and I was looking on. I was like "Wow, that's crazy" and he's like "Haha, yeah, tomorrow I'll have friends" Because there were a few myspace links on it from kids who got the ball and wrote on it. So he deflated it- he tried to and needed to use a guys pocket knife for it. I told Jess and Meg the next one to come around- I want. One did come around and I got it. I deflated it using my mouth to just tear off the thing. Yeah.

Show started with Monty's Fan Club which was good. We started to move up a little further. And this fucking kid in the moshpit was just going crazy. He ended up getting a bloody nose. Like. Seriously, just stop. I dared Meg to go in and start the YMCA. she wouldn't.Eh.

Then Alkaline Trio comes on. At this point I'm tired and I don't feel like being in the crowd. We got further up and kids kept pushing for no good reason. At then end of Alkaline Trio I wanted to get out. Jess had gotten separated from Meg and I. I told Meg I wanted to get out and she was like "Uh" and we started to go sideways wheeen...

MCR busted out and I was like "Don't worry bout it." I told myself it'd be okay, just fuck it. After the second song I saw Jess attempting to get out. I grabbed her arm and followed. At this point I had barely any energy and didn't feel good at all. We got out just in time for me to start throwing up. I started, stopped, started, stopped, started, etc etc. We got to the Dunkin Donuts truck that was offering free samples of Tropicana Coolatta. I started downing those things and so did Jess. After, we sat on the ground by the truck and just waited for the set to end and Meg to come out.

Jess started to have trouble breathing. I told her it'd be okay, nice deep breaths. She said some girl kept pushing on her chest. An Emergency guy came up to us and asked if we were okay. We both lied and said Yes. When Meg came out, and saw what was going on, Meg was like "I have a few options, we can go to the emergency crew or I can get us drinks somewhere or we can go to the hospital."

Meg and I helped Jess up and put her arms around our shoulders. She was about ready to pass out when we got her to the ambulance. The guys helped her in and gave her stuff to breathe. Meg told me that she's going to get drinks and to say here no matter what. Jess' blood pressure was fine, but her pulse was pretty high- 120. They decided to take her in. A few minutes later, after the ambulance left Meg came back and I told her and she started to cry.

I hugged her. I told her it'd be okay. We called Jess' mom to explain what happened. Meg called her mom. I called mine. Then we sat across the street, when my mom came I tried getting up but my legs kept cramping. When I got home I called my mom and told her I didn't understand why I threw up when I didn't eat anything. My mom told me what was on my shirt was probably bile. She also asked what I had drank throughout the day. I told her a can of Mountain Dew, water, and Sprite. She told me it wasn't even enough. She also said that my legs cramping could mean I have a vitamin deficincy.

I took the day off today. I went to bed at 10ish and woke up at 11:10. My body aches. I have no energy even though I've been drinking things since I came home and I did eat. My left ear is ringing still and I'm fearing it could have a result of permanent damage. My throat hurts.

Never again. If we go to a concert, we stay where we were to begin with.

PS- We saw Mikey getting onto the bus before the show. And saw Frank standing on the side of the stage during Monty's Fan Club performance.

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 19:48:29 GMT

Today wasn't too bad. I'm tired. And I am NEVER wearing a bra that has an underwire. Fucking sucked. I changed out of my shirt and into my Party Has Arrived(THANK YOU MEG) one instead just because one is more comfy and is a bit more cooling. I'm amazed how many teachers left. Just amazed. But I know that my favorite classes are going to be with the new teachers.

Schedule-
1. Study
2. Literacy.. I LOVE THIS CLASS. AND THE TEACHER!
3. Science 9... THE TEACHER IS AWESOME! Like, if he wasn't married I'd set him up with my mom.
4. Health... No more PE except for cooperative sports. Like that knot thing.
5. Theatre.

I don't know any new kids. But I do know of one. Ginger. She's from the South and is Josiah's girlfriend. No wonder why she's with Josiah. Yikes.

Jess, Kristen and me should be in the Providence Journal sometime soon. We were photographed because we were basically celebrating the fact that we have classes with eachother. Well, I have one with Jess and Kristen and Shmeggs. And Jess and Kristen are in 3.

I am not in Jess and Shmeggs lunch. But I am in lunch with Kira, Kelsey and Sam. And the cute Mike. hehehehehehe.

Classes seem cool thus far. I'm just waiting for tomorrow to happen because I think I'm only happy due to the concert. We shall see.

PS- I am wearing BROWN pants tomorrow, Jess and Meg. Not jeans. Unless my crazy comfy jeans are washed.

love you kids. i'm zonked.